I cannot sleep
The pain leaves me in vain
I toss, I turn
I sigh, I yearn
I think of the end
My thoughts don’t pretend
I wish I could dream
What have I learned
I feel sick to my stomach
I need to escape
I need a way out
I can’t even scream
I can’t even shout
What is this life even about
My world is at war
In a way like never before
I’m in a familiar land
But it hurts so much
It feels foreign, I cannot pretend
So I fall
So I submit
So I wait
And so I sit
This is nothing, but shit