Sobriety is uncertain
It is a curtain I wish to keep closed
As the song goes
One day at a time
Sobriety wants to be a friend of mine
I write like yesterday is forgotten
A new chapter has begun
I ash my cigarette
Full of a past I often regret
Letting go of suicidal ammunition
Now I journey to an unclear, uncertain destination
The music is loud
But lost in translation
As I put down words
Talking to myself as I do
It’s so real it’s absurd
Am I pacing in circles?
Chain smoking as I do
Gone are the ways I used to be
Now is a new day I’m glad to see