I hang in a mind that wonders why I should
And tells me why I shouldn’t
For the people I love I couldn’t
For family, for love, I wouldn’t
I untie the belt
I put it back on my robe
This room is a conversation
Only this one is one sided
Who am I talking to?
Walking through
Wanting and willing for so much more
This room has a door
But I sleep in a paralyzed state
Dreaming while awake
Not moving for I am in an exhausted state
I wonder where this blanket will take me
For when I hide under it
I am lost
For when I uncover myself
I just don’t know where to go
