What am I doing today
Where am I going when I say
That I lied to you
That I wasn’t true
Do I let go
Do I
Hold on
Do I
Forget
Do I regret
The pain goes away when I don’t lie
The pain goes away when I try
The pain goes away when I cry
And I just don’t know why
I am happy and it’s real
It’s not a lie
For once in my life it’s real
And I just want you to feel
How good it is to heal
How good it is to deal
How good it is to be real
How good it is to be you
As I am me
And you are you
In this crazy world where the traffic is slow
In this crazy world where the days just seem to go
In this crazy world where it’s easy to feel crazy
And hate yourself because of it
And absolutely hurt because of it
And tell yourself not to give a shit
I saw a woman feeding squirrels this morning
I let her do it
And I didn’t take a picture
But I asked her if next time I could
And we became friends for a second
I can’t wait to wake up early again tomorrow
I can’t wait to continue to let go of the sorrow
I can’t wait to be happy