I Just Want A Cigarette So Bad

The trigger makes time stand still

As your mind falls and can’t get up

You sit motionless

Begging for the future

Anything to bring you closer

To the remedy that will silence your craving

Out of breath you’ve become

Without even standing

Everything seems impossible

All you can think about is time moving faster

Please move faster

This moment is a disaster

You can’t escape

You cannot escape this feeling

For your cell door is locked and closed

And you know

You

Are

In

It

For

The

Long

Haul

This you cannot deny

Please God, why

I cannot rest

I cannot cry

Why do I crave these things

That I am certain

Will make me die

I just want a cigarette, so fucking bad

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