The trigger makes time stand still
As your mind falls and can’t get up
You sit motionless
Begging for the future
Anything to bring you closer
To the remedy that will silence your craving
Out of breath you’ve become
Without even standing
Everything seems impossible
All you can think about is time moving faster
Please move faster
This moment is a disaster
You can’t escape
You cannot escape this feeling
For your cell door is locked and closed
And you know
You
Are
In
It
For
The
Long
Haul
This you cannot deny
Please God, why
I cannot rest
I cannot cry
Why do I crave these things
That I am certain
Will make me die
I just want a cigarette, so fucking bad
