I Just Want A Cigarette So Bad

May 29, 2016

The trigger makes time stand still

As your mind falls and can’t get up

You sit motionless

Begging for the future

Anything to bring you closer

To the remedy that will silence your craving

Out of breath you’ve become

Without even standing

Everything seems impossible

All you can think about is time moving faster

 

Please move faster

 

This moment is a disaster

 

You can’t escape

You cannot escape this feeling

For your cell door is locked and closed

And you know

 

You

 

Are

 

In

 

It

 

For

 

The

 

Long

 

Haul

 

This you cannot deny

 

Please God, why

 

I cannot rest

I cannot cry

Why do I crave these things

That I am certain

Will make me die

 

I just want a cigarette, so fucking bad

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