Conflicted in a stage of addiction
Can’t let go of this painful affliction
Chasing the broken needle with a hopeless intention
With a shameful truth, I just don’t want to mention
This unnatural state leaves a bitter memory
With a weakness inside that always destroys the best in me
Oh, for how I wish I could just let it be
But my craving for more does nothing but control the rest of me
I recover from my own man-made elevation
Always falling to a state of self-deprivation
Why is it that something I do nothing but run from
Forever turns into something I’m chasing This is a truth I just cannot stop facing My mind won't stop racing, I just can't stop pacing
I am just sick, and the remedy I have chosen
Is the wrong solution, in a time that feels frozen
What is this drug, this is not love
But when I am done, I always come back
To all of the above
