I hurt inside and out of body too
I walk with pain every step
I mask it by being a man
But I am only human
And sometimes I feel like giving up
Sometimes I feel like letting go
I just want this journey to end
I just want to find my place
In this existence
In this unbearable state
I feel like I walk back with every step forward
I feel like I can’t go any further
And yet I march
And yet I march
In search of so much more
In search of this blue blanket
Gracious past
Into this life, where time is my only companion
Where time moves oh so fast
And I just stand and fall
Depression is not laughing
And nor am I as I have forgotten
To enjoy
Just
Standing
I start this poem with a question
I beg life to answer
Why oh why oh why
Do I hurt so much inside
