Slipping with sad eyes
Carrying the silent cries
With a pain whose birth just won’t die
As I stand feeling too heavy to fall
Too heavy to lie
I question, why, and what did I do
As this pain is felt, as this sadness came true
I have been broken and separated through
And through
Where do I go
If only I knew
Loneliness from the one I dislike
With a friendship of distaste
A disclosed fallen spike
Armed with a secret, so blatant, so obvious
Carried by someone else, not cowardly, not masking this
The truth is now real, and out in the open
What it is though, is a friendship I’ve had has come to an end
I thought we were something, I thought we were one
This empty song is never shared though, now only sung
I hate the way people act at times
I hate not seeing all of the signs
They come for so long
They come, they come, they come
They come, and stay with you, sadly
Rarely wrong
But always far from the past
And far too long
I feel a loneliness only given by an enemy
I feel a loneliness, one a friend has given me
I feel a friendship, where love has granted me
Nothing
For only sadness
Is felt in me
And so I dial out
Late at night
Hoping for a friend to answer
Hoping for something bright
In this never ending conversation
In this never ending dress rehearsal
Where people merely act
Where people are not true
Where people do not care for me
And act as if they care for you
