Fuck sake
I’m dying every day
I’m aching with a collapsed lung
My stars are swimming
And I am falling towards them
The law of gravity disappears
As the ground crashes into my face
And I loose its grip between my fingertips
Falling towards the sky
Feeling death and the heart of life
Never giving in
And attempting to swim
As I fall towards every sin
My mind is grinding into self
Surrounded by an empty space
That collapses my breakable body
Spreading pieces of its whole into every endless direction
So terrified
But too stiff to fight the thoughts that race
The thoughts that fear even themselves
As my fear is felt in a conscious state
And the world slows to a stable ground
And I remain
Awake
