Fuck sake

I’m dying every day

I’m aching with a collapsed lung

My stars are swimming

And I am falling towards them

The law of gravity disappears

As the ground crashes into my face

And I loose its grip between my fingertips

Falling towards the sky

Feeling death and the heart of life

Never giving in

And attempting to swim

As I fall towards every sin

My mind is grinding into self

Surrounded by an empty space

That collapses my breakable body

Spreading pieces of its whole into every endless direction

So terrified

But too stiff to fight the thoughts that race

The thoughts that fear even themselves

As my fear is felt in a conscious state

And the world slows to a stable ground

And I remain

Awake